WHY are you still in mu head 3 years later!!!!!!! i trusted you! you were my best friend and you took advantage of me!!!! "its not a sin", "stop moving" "shut up" why does it keep re playing. why does it still hurt?
I thought I could trust you with my drink. You haunt my dreams and whenever I am out with friends and I have a drink.
I said no. I said I couldn't handle it! You said you could just be my friend, but then I fell asleep....
My anxiety's at a point that I can't even stand it. My best friend tries to help, but bless him, nothing works. This is no life. I wish you'd taken it, too.
SPEAK ! Let your VOICE be heard even though it HURTS
SPEAK ! Let your VOICE will be heard even though it HURTS
U USED ME ABUSED ME BUT U DONT FOOL ME ! YOU DID RAPE ME !JUST DONT SAY ANYTHING !U NEED TO KNOW YOU DID RAPE ME!
STOP ALSO MEANS NO U MAY TOOK ! Something from me but NOT EVERYTHING!
u rapesed u guys r the dumbest people in the world u hurt my best friend and took her virginity u morons go f**k
every time I look down I remmber what you did. You took the only thing I really ever had, My virginity. now you have torn away my family and friends. How could you do this? I thought i was your daughter, I trusted you!!! GO F*CK YOURSELF
I was finally ok with myself. I was finally comfortable with people. I let my guard down for a second & you took advantage of me! I used to be so strong, now I can't even look people in the eye or anything. How dare you say I asked for this?
I wanted to cuddle, and you wanted sex. There's a huge difference.
I think that God's got a sick sense of humor. And when I die I expect to find Him laughing.
I wish you would have finished me off. I wish your life was a living hell, I wish you can't sleep at night. I wish you can't get out of bed. That you won't stand looking at yourself in the mirror. Like I can't stand it myself.
I started crying and kicked you. I hit you. I pleaded with you, the coward I was. Then I just stopped. Sat there, and let you. Whispered no. And now, no one believes me. Say I wanted it. You killed me. Almost either way. Why didnt you just finish the job.
I wore a pink dress that night. My hair was all made up, and I wore the biggest smile. You raped that smile away from my face. Now I can't seem to find it. And I can't look at the colour pink. I fucking hate you God. Fucking HATE.
Minor injuries, they say. Minor. His hands upon my throat, choking me, hands down my skirt. My passing out. Minor injuries. Then why do I feel like dying?
I cant sleep, yet I can't get out of bed. I can't stand being alone, yet I can't be around people. All I do is cry, cry, cry. Be4 that night, I didn't even cry when watching sad movies. Couldn't even shed a fucking tear at my grannys funeral.. Then u came
I hate you for what you did to me. I was only 13. I told you no. You were bigger than me. And stronger. And I'm angry every day. And I'm broken. But I'm never sad. I promise you I'll never be sad about this again. Your faults aren't worth my tears.
You took my life,dignity,self-worth,my voice and my sanity.I hope someone who reads this knows you.Now everyone knows you're nothing but a rapist!! I was 13 and 15.But through it all I HAVE SURVIVED!!
To: Jeffrey Wayne Feltner of Hazard, KY
Guess what you got away with it. But know You will pay.... Me and the rest of the world know the truth. You raped me. Leave me alone you have fucked me up enough. Get out of my head!!!!
daniil feoktistov is a rapist.
you raped me. i said no and cried and tried to get up, but you wouldn't let me. and then you said you loved me and kissed me. please die.
You left me defensless. You laughed at me as i laid there bleeding. Go fuck yourself, oh wait...you just did! I hope you die painfully just like my soul did
You have Hurt me you destroyed me and took the only thing i had MY VIRGINITY I hope you dye and rot in hell!!
you destroyed be, you took everything my life will never be the same because of you
Thank you for being here for me...it has been three weeks. The SCUM that raped me is not human. He is a magot, a container for death and disease and puke and worms and all things wretched.
I have been scattered to the winds because of you. Where can I look to find me again? I don't know if I ever will. I am in a very dark place. I am waiting for some kind of light, but I don't see it anymore... S
I can't exactly say I was raped, but thanks for taking MY virginity while I was drunk and you weren't. And then disowning me after and making me feel disgusting. Thanks for taking something I can't get back. For minipulating me, and for telling me lies.
They thought they could destroy me but they have made me stronger..I will hold my head up high while they hold it down in shame..i'm going to be free and for ya'll I will always haunt you..May you feel my pain and see what you have tried to do to me.**KC*
fuck the fucking fuckers 
Papa you say you support me and understand me, yet you're surprised that what you did affected me so much. Shame on you. Someday I will leave you.
you thought you had taken everything from me. but i get the last laugh. your actions made me stronger, better in the long run. adversity breeds strength
I was only three years old, i was no where near be devoloped enough for sex
you had no right to hurt me like that.im scared to walk out of my house now
Father, what he did to me is terrible, i am still numb. But i know, without a doubt that I will rise from this stronger and wiser than ever. He can take nothing from me that I do not give. All I know is that I cannot hold you up as well.
I am tired of being drawn back into the dark funnel. It began 45 years ago to me and here I am as a middle aged adult still trying to escape. But i'm stubborn and will continue to fight it all. My kids (inside and out) are important to me
I was abused as a young child i am 33 now and have just done my statement. I am strong but since i'v done this im in a dark place at times and only god and the angels can help me, but i know i.l be ok
If I could...Julie love your inner child, she needs you
will i ever stop blaming me for what you all did ??
I want to feel free of the chaos in my head the memories and images.....
Trying to find ME in this rubble you tossed upon me ... How have I survived, where was my protection ? How am I to feel love, when I was taught I was nothing, shown I was less than nothing - I feel the spark of ME, you did not extinquish ME - I AM
You broke me. You shattered me. Sex is scary to me now. I don't want to touch him, and it's all your fault. I hope you suffer.
Yes, I am a survivor ... but I want to be more. Why can't I be myself again?
My own cousin raped me at age 11, and 19 years later I cry because I am scared of intimate relationships, but really want to find love and have children. My recovery has begun, but I resent you more everyday. I wanted to kill you, but GOD saw different.
You took away my ability to trust. You took away any chance at a normal sexual relationship. I was 16 and you were my best friend's dad. You are a stalker and you shouldn't be alive. I am begining to hate you more than I hated myself.
You raped me. You tore me up inside. You damaged me so much I am no longer 'woman'... but I am stronger than you. I am strong enough to look you in the eye, you look away. You're weak. I pity you.
I wish I could open my chest and show you the wounds they left on my heart. Let's X-ray my brain and see the black hole they left.
when will the pain go away
I hate you little fucks that did this to her.your all low lifes.all she ever did was care.its bullshit you put he through that.i hate you with everything that i have.
I FUCKING HATE YOU FOR WHAT YOU FUCKING TURNED ME INTO...I fucking hate myself for what I LET YOU FUCKING DO. And I HATE THE WORLD for not stepping up, believing me, and SAVING ME.
You did it right in front of them you human waste. If you ever go near Madison I'll slit your throat in your sleep. 
alex you cant hurt me anymore I WON!!! i have made it. you no longer have any control over me or my life. i hope one day you have to live through what you put me through so you can see how much i overcame without any help from anyone.
"...and you can have your reasons for the bloody war, but I don't wanna hate you for what your not sorry for..." - from Charlie Sheen by King's X
"...and you can have your reasons for the bloody war,
I am so SICK of hearing excuses from the people that hurt me the most. Your life was hard? FUCKING PLEASE!!! Look at what you did to me! Even in my worst nightmares I could never treat someone the way that you ALL treated me!!!!
Dad I hate what you did to me but from what you did I have become a stronger, and better person wanting to help others from such cruelty happening to them also.
I like to believe you hurt yourself more than you hurt me. Whilst my life was snatched cruely, i have since reclaimed it. Your mistreatment does not define me for i know i am a better person than you will ever be.
You Destroyed what I was supposed to be. I have carved my own path out of the darkness. You Deserve Nothing of What I am.
you are ruining my life and im losing my friends becuase I don't know how to control this I hate you and I hate how I feel. YOU RAPED ME I was only 6 now im 17 and finally suffering
For those out there who carry this burden of unbearable pain, please realize that time will heal you if you let it. I have never forgotten my abuse, but I refuse to let it define me as a person. I am worse off than some but luckier than many.
Susie and Robert, you have taken away pieces of me but I know I am strong enough to overcome all the pain you have caused me. I hope you burn in hell for what you have done to me. God knows what you have done and WILL make you pay. You will get yours.
i won't let this ruin anything anymore.
After 16 years in your "care", it took 25 years to collect the shredded pieces of my soul. You didn't win, I am whole and full of sparkle.
Patricia- It's Been Years But I Still Remember It like it was yesterday.
Li, I hope you are happy now. I hope you have found your faith and your life is full x
I will no longer huddle in ashes. I will build beautiful structures. I'm taking my life back and I'm ready to thrive!
The pain has stayed with me all these years. I hope all 3 of you rott in HELL!!! Especially you Justin!!! Fuck YOU!!!!
I was just 13 years old, 13. Do you know how sick that makes you? You have changed my life forever but i will not let you win.
I feel like dying but that would be triumph for you so fuck you, I'll live
You are dead, you took your own life...you will not hurt anyone ever again! I am a SURVIVOR my voice will not be silenced!!!
Dad, T, & R - You may have taken my confidence, my innocence, and my trust, but you'll never take my heart. And I know that, because I still have that, I will never hurt anyone like you've hurt me. It could be worse. I could be you.
You Still Haunt My Dreams Patricia!!
Now that I left Pennsylvania I have found people who love me. But no one will ever love you and you will die fat and alone before you're 30.
Your new look is awesome Donna!!!!!!
You took so much away
You're the weak one. And you'll never know love,or friendship. And I feel sorry for you.~harry potter~
*Resiliant*
i still live with you... and all i wanted was an apology and a promise from you to me saying that you'll back THE **** OFF FOR GOOD
you changed my lyf you peice of s***t i hope you die
to my rapist i hope you know i have survived and i have nightmares about you evey night ,i punish my self every day but not for much longer i hope you die go to hell mutha@#%£ oi hope your consience eats away at you for the rest of you life love lauraxx
i have slept outside in the ssnow, been burned with an iron, been beaten with a metal pole.... but you are the one i feel sorry for. one day we will die and be judged by god. you wiill be punished and i will be cared for.
I will survive
I don't know you're name, or what you look like. And I'm sure if I ever met you, you'd laugh and tell me you never did anything to me. That's not true. Just because you never hurt me, doesn't mean that what you've done to my friends has gone unnoticed.
im just sorry that it took me so long to admit it... i didnt want any one to know~ i thought they wouldnt believe me and not its too late i never even knew who you were!
YOU TOOK MY LIFE AWAY YOU SELFISH ASS! I WAS ONLY A CHILD! YOU WERE A GROWN MAN... YOU KNEW WHAT YOU WERE DOING! YOUR NEED FOR CONTROL, MADE ME LOOSE MYNE! IM JUST SORRY THAT WE NEVER CAUGHT! ONE DAY YOU'LL HURT LIKE YOU HURT ME! ~AMANDA~
i was only 3 and a half
I feel weaker now then when it first happened
I could pretent that I can actually fight, but there's nothing left to help me do it...
Change must take place!!
my past will not define me but make me stronger
i pity you. you are not worth my life. i will not let you win.
I've survived rape and molestation several times. I still cry at night sometimes and I'm still trying to put my soul back together. But I'm living my life and none of you bastards that hurt me will win. You will pay in the end.
I denied it was rape, because I didn't want to think that I had given you any sort of power... in it... I gave you all of the power. I am worth more than that!
i have attempted suicide sooooo many times but been stopped x this made me feel a bit better x
i have attempted suicide sooooo many times but been stopped x this made me feel a bit better x
I have a perp going to jail soon for crimes against others. If I could say one thing, it would be: cya - wouldn't wanna be ya
To my rpist: Don't hate me cuz you aint me, loser
KeeP waKinG up FrOm the SAME NIGHTMARE
please die you asshole..
you cripple.. you take away my time, my peace, my dignity....
What you did wasn't just rape.. You're unforgivable, i'll never forget you or forgive you for what you did to me for so long, i hope i find you some day... though i know where you are...
I never thought it would happen to me? Everyone I know thinks that rape is extreamly violent I didnt react fast enough. I just hope I can build my self back and learn to live and love again.
For so long I've kept it inside...it has been 5 years since i talked to anyone about it. last night i told my best friend and i have never felt better! now i can share my pain...
I am ready to sto[ healing and LIVE, I wish healing would listen.
Oh !!! Jesus... I Cant Stop My Tears.... Make me strong.. Make me hard...
I dont have to hide what you did to me anymore. I am finally free of feeling belittled around you!
You must be a very puny man on the inside that you have to force agirl to have sex with you. You ignorant, pompous *honk*. I hope you suffer the same kind of pian i have. humiliation, fear, self-worth. you are scum. you will rot in hell.
We think we can't change anybody, but some one changed me forever. I didn't want that change!!! Why the endless agony???
I've never been raped, but when I read your website I cried. This shouldnt happen to any one any where!   
If I hear, in response to me telling what his sentence was, "Oh thats good" one more time I will scream and breakdown
It's been a year and a half, the legal stuff is over.... so why am I brekaing down now after all this time?
I read my impact statement with eloquence, courage and emotion. But I did not break down, and I looked them all in the eye and they had to sit and listen. This is the first time since the rape (2 years) that I've been able to say I am proud
everybody is so "pleased" to hear he goes to jail, but its not prison and its a misdemeanor, when he committed a felony
you get 6 months in jail, but I spent 18 months terrified and stressed over a trial that was stolen from me for a ridiculous plea bargain
You can lie and spread rumors.... but in july 11th Andrew Horn will be in jail for 6 months.
I am scared to heal... it feels like I am making less of my experience, but I know better...
Liar, rapist. do you know how it feels to have rape shouted at you on the street bcause i apparently lied? Well, i won...i know you admitted it to your friends. Tough luck mate, i hope you get whats coming to you
WALL OF TRIUMPH - 2007
  You took away my dignity, my pride and my innocence. you made my feel ashamed and scared. You made me believe i wasn't worth anything. but now it's all over... i won
I was ten years old and You took that away I will never be the same!
Not only a one time survivor but a two time now and i'm not longer angry about it. I'm a stronger person thanks to you... but remember.. what goes around comes around. Its karma baby and paybacks a bitch!
& i never thought all the pain you caused me would make me feel so ashamed you toosed me around like i meant nothing your nothing to me Just like i was to you!
I can't ever go back to that night - *honk* YOU, YOU *honk*! You are scum, and I hope to God that you get what's coming your way. But after 7 years, I've survived and I'm a successful teacher. I refuse to let YOU win! I am in control of my future.
Reading your inspiring stories has helped me deal with my own pain. It's difficult to know that I can't take back that night, but it's comforting to know that there are others out there who have survived.
after dealing w/ the pain for over twenty years, you realize how tired you are after you take the time to think about it. time to rest & regroup...
I will pray for you, buy you must speak out.
The Bruises...The Pain...Only U can give me that
love yourself
I hate my life
you've killed me inside but outside i'm sure as hell trying.
I didn’t know what you did to me was rape. I’m still not even sure. I can’t remember how far you got in. But that doesn’t matter, does it, my distgusting little cousin?! It does matter, because now everytime I see you, I cry.
I didn't even realise that what you did was rape. I'm still not even sure if it was...I can't remember how far you got in, my dirty cousin...and you, my energetic uncle...how dare you!
Pshhh! Yeah you CAN ride. But no you CAN'T hide. Eveyrone knows what you done. Your doomed. I'm the kid who never dies. I may be hurt. But think what you'll be when your in Jail. You dirty pervert, you should try and get a life, and DON'T destroy others..
One day I will be able to talk about it. And you being dead for once doesn't help anything. I forgive you but feel no remorse.
I HATE YOU.....FOR WHAT U DID TO ME.......I WAS THIS CLOSE TO DYING....I'LL NEVER FORGIVE YOU>>>EVER.....-SAVANNA
In two days I will find out what they decided to do with you. I hope you're asked to leave this university and never get a job again. I saw you the other day...and I almost felt sorry for you. You looked so small.
Learning to live again after 25yrs of just existing!!!!!
You stole my child hood, you destroyed me. I can never forgive you cousin although you are not much older than I. I starve myself for a sense of control. I dream of the end. But I am no longer alone. I have found others.
I will forget what you said, and fotget what you did, but i will NEVER forget how you made me feel!!
I will forget what was said, i will forget what was done, but i wont forget how you made me feel!!!
I still hurt, but I'm growing stronger everyday!
I Hate You for what u did to me.....i mean, y?
nothing happened to me but you are all great for been survivers and pulling through this. imk diing this subject for a school project which will be seen bymy full class hope everyone else can oull through just like youse have
Wow !!! You people are amazing i have never been raped but i feel the pain you feel reading this site......Well just think you are better then them and to carry on with your loving lifes......Godbless with lots of love Joee
you guys are so strong. =] my love goes out to you all =]
You took her at 13, you took away her life, she died becuz of you. I hope my sisters death will prove you happy.
To the abuser and rapists, what you did is yours to own, not mine, I have found my courage, voice and faith - your behaviors are yours to own, I will not own them. I am a thriver, not a survivor!!!!!!!
You stole my innocence, you stole so much from me. All i have to say is I hope that someday you understand the pain I feel every day of my life.
1 in 3 means not alone
And it's your turn now to stand, where I stand. Once a victim, always a survivor.
Despite the things you've done to me, I will not lower my head in shame. Everyday of your pathetic life, you'll have to live with what you've done to me. Still like dust, I'll rise!
Grandma said you've changed. Even if you have, MY pain will always be there. You have caused me to suffer. You, and her, and him. All three of you helped hurt me in your own ways. Every day I hurt. There is forgiveness for you, but no forgetting.
I HATE YOU!
I'm a woman comfortable in my heterosexuality. I was never told to be cautious around a woman...or a professor.
You made me. I am Erotic, Exotic, Beautiful, Smart, Hungry...for ways to get of you!! Do you still love me? I hope you burn for me. I'm glad you're dead. Never said you made me nice  " title="" />
All i want is someone to hold and comfort that scared little girl inside.
It pisses me off that you get a chance to tell your side.
Watch me live.
I trusted you...and you violated that. You were my professor, my mentor, my friend. You were supposed to be on my side. I still can't believe you did that to me. As a woman I've been taught to be cautious around men, but a woman? I never suspected you.
I still remember.I will always remember.I still fear.But I am stronger.He stole who I was,but he cannot steal who I am now.I am a survivor of nine months,although my child isnt.I've said my prayers.I've had my nightmares.I still remember.But Im a survivor
After almost 10 years of abuse, I still think that some things are meant to be endured in silence. No body would believe me anyway.
for years ive wanted to kill you, you ruined my childhood, and you still haunt my dreams. i have just one thing to say to you...i forgive you. *romans 8:28*
i still love you. instead of trying to deal im going to kill myself because nothing on this earth is worth my staying if you arent here to share it with me. i love you so much.
even though the worst came i still "l.o.v.e" you
The hardest part was the silence... but I broke through. The second hardest part was telling myself that it wasn't my fault. The third hardest part, now, is the knowledge that I still love you. Why, why can't I hate you?
I was just a little girl and what YOU did was not my fault. I hope you burn in hell for it. Just so you know, I won, I didn't let you ruin my life, Im stronger then you are now and there isn't anything you can do about!!! 
I HATE THE MAN WHO CAME IN MY ROOM ALL THOSE DARK SCARY NIGHTS JUST TO SAY SHHHH...BE VERY QUIET IT WILL ALBE OVER SOON JUST SO HE COULD TOUCH ME AND HAVE HIS WAY I HATE HIM I HOPE HE ROTTS IN HELL...
I want to forgive you for what you did to me. It is the only way I will be able to forgive myself and move past what you did to me.
You took away my hope, but I'm gonna get it back!
i wish i knew how to live but instead i just exist. i can't leave my house, i can't be safe without my husband there, i can't speak above a whisper, and i panic near strangers. someday i will be free. i hope YOU never are.
sometimes i just want to sit and cry
i was a victim at 14, beaten and bruised. he's goin to trail soon and i'm a survivor
I lost it all: my innocence, my trust, my will to live. But as each day comes and goes, I grow stronger, and I realize that I beat you each and every time, father. ~Morgan (age 1
Every Time I Think about it. I remember my friends taken in "tragedies" I look up from where I'm laying and see their legacy of beauty. I live on for them. Whoever reads this...think of someone you would live on for if not im here for you Just Stay
You caused a physical reaction, so what? That didn't mean I wanted it.
I know what you did to my partner. You will never, ever have the chance to do it to our children.
I used to be eating disordered because of what he did to me, now I'm recovering so that I can help dispell myths about sexual abuse and maybe save someone else.
It was NOT your fault
To all the men & boys who were abused or raped, know that I believe you, even if no one else does.
They can't break you if you don't let them.
You took everything but my voice, and now the world will know!
I love you. The love, hate and repulsion all blended together. I don't know why i love you, but i do and i suppose i always will. After all, your my grandad.
These tears i cry are for me; for what i've lost and yet to gain. Peace, love, comfort, safety. All of these are things i have never known. These tears are mine. Now, and forever. I will not let you take them from me anymore.
it hurts
It's been almost 30 years I've been trying to heal, going about it all wrong for so long .. . . numb it, deny it, pretend it didn't affect me. But it's not possible to deny so much pain, the innocence taken away at such a young age. Time's up, *honk*.
I feel a lot lighter and more cheerful after sprayin' on this wall.
The last time I was hugged or kissed was four years ago. The last time someone touched me, he bruised and cut my body. I long for some tenderness. Perhaps then I'll know something other than cruelty.
Mum & Dad. I just want you guys to sit down with me sometimes and talk about my rape. Ya know, ask me how I'm doing. I wish you guys wouldn't tip-toe around it.
God. Why did you let him rape me? Why didn't you prevent it? Nietzsche was right. You are dead.
Everyday I think of killing myself. But the only thing that prevents me from jumping off the balcony is God. I do not want to go to hell after living hell on Earth.
Dear Dad. You were my hero. I loved you, and still do. I thought you'd save me when you found out that Mum had been abusing me for the past 15 years. But you called me a liar. It broke my heart.
Dear Mum. All I want is for you to admit that you did abuse me and tell me how sorry you're for being a lousy parent. Please, for both our sakes stop denying & pretending that everything is splendid. I need this from you to move on & find some happiness.
Dear God. I've finally found a good man who loves me, understands me and treats me right. But I drive him away 'cos I'm ashamed of who I'm, and what my rapist did to me. Please, God, help me overcome my fears. I really don't want to lose him.
I don't know who I'm today. I don't know how to stop hurting. I don't know how not to be cynical. I'm uncertain and confused about a lot of things. But none of this is going to deter me from living. LIVING, as opposed to existing.
 thank you for teaching me how strong i can be
you took away my innocence but you didn't take away my strength to keep going
Rape is a crime, talking about it isn't. SPEAK! julia_merkler@hotmail.com
dear mom and dad, you lied to me and censored my life, i will not forgive you. you let him come back time and time again knowing what he did, i will not forgive you. but i will forgive myself for blaming that four year old girl for being molested.
Sometimes I feel I'm not worth of living, but then I think of all the people who care for me in this big world.. Love, they call it, and some people haven't go it in their hearts!.. I may have scars, i may have slits, i may have cutts.. but i care for you
I am a sexualt assault victim, and right now i am in a very serious relationship but as we begin to go farther and farther it makes me want him to know becasue i dont want to have like a flash back in that middle of something , but i dont know how to tell:
My paretnts still hurt me and so i deciend to hurt myself my cutting my wrist bery slowly and by makeing it bleed
Rape is the ultimate silence of voices needing to be heard. 'Not guilty' is even more silencing.
You took my innocence away from me when I was so young. You were in your sixties. It's a sick thought... I hate you! You took away the one thing that meant anything to me: my dignity.
Survivors stand united.
'I won't be made useless, I won't be idle with despair.'
Conviction or not, justice or not, I'll always know real men don't rape -Julia
No matter who tells me I'm lying, and no matter what you do, I will hold my head up high, and know I survived.
A rose is still a rose and Military Sexual Trauma is still RAPE sistahsoldier sistavet85
help me live
I am so glad you are no longer of this world and that I am safe from you findly~~~~~~~
Im a survivor...if you don't like that then screw you
Spread your wings and prepare to fly, for you have become a butterfly
Can't you hear me screaming?
You weren't as cool as you thought. And it caught-up with you, you loser. It made me a stronger woman. And today, so many years later, I am a wiser mother to my daughters. You lose. Game over.
am i too lost to be saved!?
im stronger now and more than ill eve be
took me 18 years to tell someone what you did to me but it's out now and I'm not putting it away anymore!! I will work through these fears now that I have faced them!
They say time heals everything... but im still waiting
You stole my childhood and filled my head with memories of things I'm too afraid to say outloud. I will NEVER be okay, but I will ALWAYS find a way to keep going!
I'm sorry I couldnt tell you earlier, but now you know, so accept it, its always going to be in the back of my mind but im working on it! Im getting better
and still like dust i'll rise!
I have decided that this year will be a good one.
you guys are all so strong ! you've got my prayers
Im gonna try to learn to trust..Im goning to be me again.Im done hurting and done with the pain.-Amanda
I don't even know how to breathe again...
I was raped yesterday. The process is hard and the nights are long but I'm holding up, mostly because of all of my support. I'm gonna make it through.
i don't know how to live
You murdered me. My lungs still fill, my heart still beats, but do not mistake this for living, for it is not life. Its surviving.
My eyes open everyday to greet a day without you making my life a nightmare.
The police know. My friends know. Soon everyone will know. And then you won't be able to leave the dorm because you'll be burdened with the shame you tried to force on me. It's time to tell the WORLD...
you can make it through as i have. never give up hope and let your dreams carry you through the hardest of nights.
im still alive, i survived the worst!
We are all survivors.... Fight and win!
Although I didn't get any help from someone,I managed to pull through and today,when I'm almost 17,I feel happy and free.I was angry with God,thinking that it was His fault,but now I know the truth! Remember your're not alone.God bless you all !!
I survived your year of hell You thought you ruined me but you didn't i am stronger then ever now and no one will take me down
I am taking my life back now...it was never yours to steal!!
I'm gonna take a chance on a happy ending! RA
I can never be the same.....I just wanna die.. You stole my soul..There is nothing left..
what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger
thankyouxx
THANK YOU
You forced me to do things I didn't want to do. You raped me.
DGSgymnast716@yahoo.com ~ keep in touch! we are all survivors 10/8/06
I am not a victim, I am a survivor
With a broken will, I will still sing. I'll keep my eye on the sky, man, you oughta see me fly.
going on four years. and still living in silence, ive got to break this one day, and i shall overcome, he may have broken my virginity but he will never break my spirit.
You took my childhood, now I refuse to let you take my adulthood
Will Keep Trying...
 We shall overcome...
Im still in school and a mess "Not guilty" they said but "Guilty" in your mind iw il survive somehow! I just need to go on that long journey!!! Do i hate you? No i hate what you did!
I will continue to not only survive, but also thrive.
I am a special person!
I am a victim of abuse and rape and i am surviving after 21 years, but still feel the pain after all this time.
Vivian didn't make it out, we buried her this past week may those of us that did survive use our newfound unwanted knowledge to educate and help those to come Peace, Leslie
I will not waste any more tears on you... SCUM belongs on the ground, not in my heart!
So I never prosecuted you, so you're walking around free - you think you'll never have to answer for what you did to me. Well, you will. We all die someday, and when you're standing in front of God Himself, how are you gonna explain this away?
Sometimes I feel like I can't go on. Sometimes I feel like I can. I've been a victim since I was 13, 14, and 15. I'm now days away from being 16. A NEW DAY HAS COME! rebelchick _ teacherspet1@yahoo.com. E-mail me
I *honk*ING HATE YOU!!! YOU *honk*IN BASTARD
These are my memories of high school. I graduated, and I'm free. I never again want to stay up all night remembering. No pity, no shame, no silence.
you could have got me than but u cant hurt me anymore...."i can do all things through christ who strengthens me".....*Samantha*
i hate you
JB--You may have raped me on 2/15/00, but I'm surviving & thriving!! Eden at www.taking-back-control.com
“Promise me you'll always remember: You're braver than you believe, and stronger than you seem, and smarter than you think." - Christopher Robin to Pooh
i'm right there with ya kid
You *honk*ing bastard, you have taught me lessons I never should have had to learn, you have taken too much from me for far too long. I will never get back what you have stolen from me, but I can move on. I don’t need to listen to you or your lies anymore.
You took away my innocence dad and you will rot in jail for it. you will know what it feels like to be miserable and depressed everyday of your life not being able to forget! I am surviving you! I always will!
 you are ALWAYS my inspiration
I WAS A VICTIM AT 13 AND NOW IM A SURVIVOR AT 15
SURVIVORS ARE HEROS WE ARE NOT VICTIMS BUT SURVIVORS AND WERE STRONG YOU CAN DO IT- ANONOMOUS ( 15 F )
I MET ANOTHER VICTIM AND AT FIRST WE CRYED TOGETHER THAN WE WERE ANGRY TOGETHER NOW WE LIVE ON TOGETHER WITH LOVE AND SUPPORT ALL THE WAY!!!!
I hope noone ever has to go through the pain i have so i vow someday to put and end to it one criminal at a time
Every day I want to, I think of how you. Cutting would be letting you win. And I don't like to lose.
I may have walked through h*ll because of you, but i got through it before the devil knew I was there....I SURVIVED! Always will....you lose.~Angie
I feel like something is broken inside of me
The pain you have gave me.I am a survior.Now I know I am not alone.Thank you for making this page who ever made it.
I am a survior. You stole everything exept my voice and I am saying stop the abuse.God bless surviours!
I will make it through this. You stole something very special from me that night, something that I can't get back. But I am a survivor, and you didn't steal the most precious thing of all, my life. I will overcome.
I guess I'll keep on livin'.
My roots are planted in the past;And though my life is changing fast:Who I am is who I wanna be'm a survivor.~Reba McEntire 
My roots are planted in the past;And though my life is changing fast:Who I am is who I wanna be'm a survivor.~Reba McEntire
I've survived it all, the childhood abuse, the rape, it's all happened and I'm still alive, I'm still fighting to make my life better. I'm making new friends...I'm LIVING LIFE.
Though I still tremble when I think of you, speak of you, remember what happened, I pray that one day I will be able to breathe free.
I will no longer be painted within the fear you instilled into me. I am free from your wrath. I am a survivor.
you didn't break me, and even if it takes the rest of my life to find myself, you still didn't stop me, and i'm glad we have to live on the same planet together because you deserve to learn how pathetic your actions were.
Get out of my head!!!! I can't sleep!!! I can't eat!!!!! I hate what you did to me!!!!!
i've not 100% survived! telling my story next week at the police station but happy im goin to
You didn't kill me....you made me stronger
I will NOT be ashamed. All the shame belongs to you!
Im gonna win-Im gonna fly.....you cant keep me down forever
I'm still here...and I will see you put behind bars for what you've done to me - Kayleigh
You're the one who has to live with knowing that you're killing me!! One day i'll get away! One day you'll pay!!
You ruined my life. i hope through court, I can do the same for you sick bastard.
why couldnt i have my freshman year....i just wanted to have a decent freshman year. Instead this is what i will always remember. This covers all the positives....this is what i think of, when asked about how i like my first year at school.
I hate you for hurting me! I may forgive in time but I'll never forget. I'm going to get through this and be a stronger person. I will not let you have control of my life. I will survive!!
You didn't destroy me Jase u strengthened me so your ultimate plan backfired
You shut me up when you raped me, but Jeffrey, you can't shut me up now!! I was fifteen when you raped me. I had been raped before. You took my last shread of dignity, self-worth, self-respect, and sanity. I may be young and stupid. But I survived!!!
I am not a survivor, I have EXPERIENCED abuse
You may have taken my heart and taken my soul then, but now I take them back from you. I was 5; you were 43. Does adult mean anything to you??? But I am in control now!!!
you are no longer free. the time has come....dad. I'm all grown up now....that's waht happens to little girls who don't kill themselves.
I survived you, even though you told me I never would.
I feel so free. I was finally able to let people know what happened without having to say it. I published a peom in the university paper so people know what happened. I'm surviving every day. And it feels great!!!!
I finally did it - I spoke. I told them what you did to me. I set myself free. And I'm happy, I am so deliciously happy! I thought you had broken me, killed me, silenced me. But you didn't, how could you have? You're just a coward. It's over now. Good Bye
I will hold my head up high and say the words "I am not a victim, i am a survivor"
I wanna survive, but I don't know if I can
"And with a broken wing she still sings"
Soon I will be myself again, stronger if anything, but you will always be a pathetic loser who needed to hurt me. I win!
scared but still here
I am taking one day at a time, and working what the hell I have been though, have the courge to heal from what my cousin has done to me 
I hate you with a vengeance, but you wont ever bring me down, i can beat you.
i will not let this beat me, i will not let this take control. i can do this, i will do this, i must do this
It's life and it sucks, but I'mstronger because of it.
Father , how could you do this to me, how could you abuse me like that. I was young, a teenager when you did. It has been so long, yet it hurts so much.....go to hell and never come back
You can't hurt me no more! I am stronger then you!
You are all so strong!
Sweet pea, thank you for always being my inspiration, your Lil Thug xxxx
i am different in ways i can't explain but from my toes to my fingertips i KNOW i am stronger
I am STRONGER for my belief in myself. I no longer need the pain, the knife, or the blood I only need the LOVE I have for MYSELF and my FRIENDS!- Jessi, Alaska
I wont let "HIM" take any more of my life.hes taken almost to years and im trying to heal from this.. its so hard but i know i can do it. I hate you & i always will.
I HOPE YOU ARE AS MISERABLE AS I AM! I HOPE YOU LOVE AND AND LOSE!!!!!!!!!
I am ALIVE! So Sorry You Failed!
i am so much stronger now. you took my innocence, you broke me and bruised me, but i wont live in your shadow anymore. i refuse to sit in the corner and cry drops of blood. im better than you and im proud to let you know..IM A SURVIVOR....
I'm gonna try my best and someday soon, I'll be a beautiful butterfly. I'll be flying free. I'm gonna break these chains I've got and fly away. - Kate
To all Survivors! My Prayers are with you now and always! May your inner strength pull you through! Dedicated to my DJ.
As you see, you no longer control me. I am free!
It Happened.No Avoiding it.No Forgetting. I Am and Always Will Be a SURVIVOR ~MEL
Im a Survivor of Emotional Abuse
Every night I go without sleep, is a night another night I will make you pay for.
Today is the 9th anniversary of my rape & I am finally happy - i have made it & so will you
I will survive!!~ EB
silence ahs always been my escape, but now my VOICE is my weapon, I need no escape, when I did no wrong.
STAND UP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
i am learning to survive on my own i will not be owned again i will not let myself be used!!! - kelsey
I LOVE U ALL!!! I KNOW U CAN SURVIVE THIS!!!
I WILL SURVIVE!!
we don't know what was worse,the sexual abuse or the silence you made us keep.together we silently survived and now we are loud and clear about what you did.yu can't hurt us anymore.....little kathy
Forever changed... sept. 28th. the day my world caved in. when light turned dark and i shattered where noone could see. God help me through this.
you raped my girlfriend, and i have wanted to kill you for two years, but now i realize that the best thing i can do is be there for her in a way you will never be able to. ever.
You stole who I was. But now I am who I wish to be, and that is better than I could ever imagine.
I Survive because I can
you killed the person I wanted to be
I am a survivor and a helper to those who need it.
Dad, I hate what you did to me when I was only a little boy. I didn't choose to be your victim but for the longest time I chose to continue being one. This stops here & now. I won't let what you did to me affect my life anymore as I'm tired of the pain.
i AM going to win. someday i WILL fly free
I will keep on fighting every single day of my life and there is nothing you can do to stop me
there are days now when I don't even think about what happened to me, and then there are days that it just kicks me in the teeth, it has been 6 years since the F*****r left me, thank sweet brigid he did!!! or I would be dead now. Thank the Goddess I did!
I also have survived, through many things, and I am still struggling...but hopefully i will make it through. Hopefully the next suicide attempt won't be for real....~Madison~
The boys and I- we made it! I'm stronger than you thought I was. But I had to be, they were depending on me. Thank God I lived through it, although I relive it every day. At least now, my boys will grow up to be good, kind men, not like their father!
Who do you think you are invading my thoughts every day....YOU ARE NOBODY!!!
i dont wanna hurt, i dont wna feel this pain, i dont wna cry my self to sleep, or feel this shame. i will survive. i wont let myself die.
I've got heart, I've got fire, and I've got moxie. Yeah, I said moxie. I'm a fighter, I was before I ever met you...neither of you were able to change it. I'm not about to get knocked down again!
everybody is unique and special, no matter what anybody says or do, for you can make a difference,be who you want to be and never stand back
I'm a winner and this is my life, I'm free to love and worth to be loved!!!
I AM surviving and i will CONTINUE to survive !!!
No one has the right to hurt another. No one will ever hurt me again!
You took away my life and i took away your freedom. but still to this day i am very depressed but i will not let you ruin my life again!!!
I don't know exactly what to say to you. But just know, you will not win. Ever. Just my very life is assurance of that fact.
Each of you stole a different part of me. First, my innocence, then my sense of self; later, you and others like you would try to steal my very life. You return when my heart is weak, memories erupt like volcanoes, exploding in violence and covering all
I was lost, confused; but nontheless I get up each day to show me my defiance. I survived you, and I'm going to keep on doing it.
I survived you
I blamed myself, but I won't anymore. You will no longer bring me down, and I'm finally happy.
I used to feel six inches tall with you looning over my head , But now I am 6 feet tall and your shadow will no longer bring me down to that size again.
I'm going to make your life hell, by living, surviving, being happy, and being me!! Cuz dang it I am a SURVIVOR not a VICTIM!! ~Linds~
I'm healing and I'm a survivor
I used to be silent. I kept your secret like you wanted me to. Well I told on you. It's not a secret anymore.
I'm still here, still strong, still beautiful, and better yet, I'm HAPPY.
My silence has been broken!
You may have stole a lot from me..but you did not take my voice. I am silent no more! Andrea
Sufficient rebellion has enabled me to fight back and fight well. Louise
I will be silent no longer, I will not be a victim. I am a survivor!- Tiffany h.
I am a survivor, you will never hurt me again! - Samantha
You have done something horrible. I will forgive and forget and move on, you're horrible deeds will be with you until the day you die.
The best revenge is SURVIVAL
It Hurts When I Breathe, But I'll Keep On Going Just To Show You I'm Still Alive. -Sienna
We are all Survivor's
You may have taken away my past....but you will not take away my future!!!
When I look into the mirror, I know longer see a victim....I now see a survivor!
i was seven and u hurt me til i was 13 i never told to keep our family together but when i go to court ill tell exactly what u did u cant control me anymore its been a year u may have screwed ur life up at 15 but not mine your cousin and survior,Elisabeth
You Broke Me Down But Im Still Here And I Am A Surviror
Go Team Survivor! 
I love who I have become, someone strong, someone who survived. So f*ck you 
I'm a survivor! I will not let you win!
I hate you now. You were the one person I thought the world the of. Though you didn't particpate, you knew, you allowed it, you condoned. Why? You were my mother and I was your son. Because of you, I hurt.
I'm becoming ... whole. And I'm becoming ... healed. And I'm becoming something beautiful to see. I'm overcoming ... fear. And I'm overcoming ... shame. And I'm becoming so much more than me. (April McLean, "Becoming")
I'm surviving day by day
I love you all you may of abused me till now but i still care about you all you are in my hearts forever because you are my mummy and my brother and my step dad but i still love you you might of taken away my happiness and my childhood but i still love u
I hurt.
You may have stolen my innocence. You may have stolen my childhood. You have damaged me in more ways that you will ever know. You are a Piece of Sh*t and someday you will get what you deserve. I'm better than you. I'm a survivor.
it's gonna be alright, i'll learn to live again. i'll learn to love(self)again. i won't let him win cuz my destiny is far greater that what he can possibly imagine. To all survivors, i say no matter how hard it may seem, hold on a new day is coming : )
I'm surviving now
I HOPE YOU ROT IN HELL OR ARE REINCARNATED AS THE NASTIEST AND LOWLIEST CREATURE THERE IS BOUND FOR A LIFE OF ABUSE AND MISERY!!!!
i wont let YOU destroy ME !
I waited so long for god to give me wings...today I start to build my own
I'll never forgive you for what you have done to me
mary
YOU ARE NOT GOING TO WIN!!!!!! *honk* OFF YOU BASTORD
Finally free to be me!
Here's hoping he's gone 4ever and I can finaly heal!
 i couldn't have got through the hell you caused me ifi hadn't had my baby ruby.. thank you so so so much
I am no longer your toy-- Kat
I lived throught it now its healing time
Breaking the Silence, one day at a time -KAT
Healing day by day!!
I WILL SURVIVE !!!!
i won't be controlled by a ghost.
i hate you...thanks you to, i'll NEVER know what true love is...ever. i was molested from ages 5-12 by a neighborhood boy, my own cousin, and another boy that I acted out sexually w/ (i was confused about sex anyway)...i hate you. but i'm a fighter holly
Learning to listen to the child locked away, learning to see the most beautiful inner me destined to break free Not just existing but living now Dawn x
Legacy
Living life and loving it....continuing the healing journey. I survived, I'm alive!...Praise the Lord!
I am a survivor, you no longer run my life! - Samantha
~ I'll see beauty in myself and life again ~
I HAVE BECOME...THE BUTTERFLY!!! Phoenyx
What they did to me may have forever altered the person I became...but it no longer defines who I am. ~Kerri
i see me
incest, its what for breakfast. somedays just getting by, most days survivng, somedays thriving. perri
Healing is ongoing from day to day by Gods good grace ~ Donna's Mom
Our dreams must be stronger than our memories. We must be pulled by our dreams, rather than pushed by our memories."
I am not a survivor. I am a veteran of an on-going war.
Survivors Unite! Break the Silence End Your Violence! *Jenn
I am strong; I am beautiful. Nothing anyone can ever do will ever be able to take these two simple truths away from me.
I will get over this I am a survivor and bob you will not win.
I am a SURVIVOR - Katrina
Keep on going... it will get better
.:~*For all those still silent ... may they find their voice*~
Never give up!
Surviving and thriving-Haley
Little Saz ~ Stronger than he thought
Tonya ~I'm no longer a victim
I am womn, hear me ROAR
Finding time to heal ~ A powerful strong women I am ~ Stronger then he will ever be
i survived you trying to kill me and yet you still want to take it all away from me but I'm a survivor
Survivor FOR EVER
I am here.......Michelle
you tried to kill me physically but only managed emotionally~ not screwed up forever, I can get thru this. Hurtin momma
One day this mourning will be no more!
I hate you for doing this to me
Silent no more, for now I speak up,
Stand Strong..Continue on your healing journeys!!!
You save yourself or you remain unsaved - Alice, in "Lucky" Jill
I am safe now, he cant hurt me anymore
Bryan ~I got through it, I SURVIVED!!
Clarissa~I have survived, and there WILL be good that will come from the strength and faith i have gained through the horror
each day since is one more day Iived through it all...one more that I'm a survivor...*april*
I AM a survivor and have found the will and the strength to learn to thrive. It still hurts, but I will go on... ~Torrie~
Don't Give Up Before The Miracle Happens! -Jamie
I can't change the past, but I can shape my future. My past is hardened clay. My future is fresh clay waiting to be molded!! ~Lindsay D~
Hurt and shattered, but overcoming, surviving, and learning. Pamela aka Married Lizard
It is possible to look back but move foward. - Shannon
part of me, but not controlling me anymore - I survived
Linda I'm a survivor
Rebecca Ann
Elizabeth
TammyAnn--alive but barely breathing
If I keep quiet, he wins. Jacki
Ashley-Michelle
Betsy
Nathan~Im a survivor
Tabatha
Jillian
I AM A SURVIVOR!!!!! ~Denise
Cindi
Matthew
My future is in my own hands once again. And I´m free!!!
Surviving! members.cox.net/aplaceforyou
Finally Standing on my own 2 feet!!! Im SURVIVING!
Survivor for 2years and thriving-crystal
IM A SURVIVOR!!! He cant hurt me anymore!
I'm A Survivors they will get there just punishment one Day!
what doesnt kill you only makes you stronger...
A virgin when I was raped he took it all away - Nikki
I can survive!
sharon ~ coming on 10 years, counting my blessing (~(higs, donna)~)
flautist
victim turned veteran: I'm coming home
Its what happend to me, it doesnt MAKE me.
Raped as a child by a brother. He screwed my whole life Up and my marriage.!! Mary. M. S
being raped as a child messed my whole life up. Maty.M.S.
I survived and the rest of me is the best of me! Tia
Erica~ Victim no more!!
Lindsay
still hurting emotionally---olga
Amanda Kuhns-- I survived
Lila~~Victim turned SURVIVOR!!!
Diane*~*a younger cousin abused me he can't hurt me anymore!!!
Lindy
STACIE WALKER
KIM
Donna
Nicole
Tammy
Jenny
Judith
Jamie
Tina
Elizabeth
Diane
Kelly
Sandra
Evan
Amy
Melanie
Denise
Emily
Jacob
Madelyn
Tara
Peace
Ashley
tia (an overcomer)
Melissa
Marie W,
Michelle
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